Siew Choo,
It's been 2 years.....I had never talked to you, met you nor heard of you. I have been wondering how you have been. All these long, I kept you in my heart, it really hurts when I see you in another man's arms. It hurts more when I recalled the last time we met, you tells me you still loves me, but u cant come back.
Now, 2 years have passed.....Finally yesterday, I finally made the decision to contact you. Finally hear your own voice, your soul....Im delighted. So many things happened to you, somehow you pulled through all the pains. Im glad I heard of your situation and what have you been all these while from your own mouth, your own words. Im relieved now that you are OK.
Siew Choo,
How may I tell you, or show you, or by any chance to tell u that, I STILL LOVE YOU. I wanted to go back to Taiping to meet you to tell you how much I love you, how much I longed to hold your hands again, to protect you n stay by your side.
In the past....
When I wanted you, I thought you dont want me.....
When you wanted me, I thought its best to let you be with another person....
Now.....
I really want you....I wonders do you want me now ?
Love is so confusing....Yet I really love you and longed for an answer from you, Siew Choo.
Your life...The way you decribe to me now, you have given up dreams n hope, you have changed into a bitter person, the person that I donot really recalled as the real you.
How may I show you new hope n life ? I really want to show you. I just wish, you will sincerely open up your heart when we meet , and tell me n talk to me sicerely about your life , my life....and perhaps.....OUR LIVES TOGETHER if its possible.
GOD, show me a way....Show her a way too....GUIDE US.....
